Jewels Of Life In The Broken Words

When I started to paddle my feet,  Bending on knees, moving by feet, Not still able able to stand on my feet,  Feeling a bit bigger, with such small feet, Beauty of my life, I realized,  It's hard to believe, it's hard to believe..... (CHILDHOOD)

Living in the hearts of others, it matters,  Lighting up their souls, with the happiness of yours,  Sharing their pain, the hardships, the sorrows,  This will comfort to the heart of yours.

Play with colours, you know or don't know, how,  Must up yourself, in the center - the heart,  Let your hands move, not knowing, how, Let it play its role, as it is - the heart.

Writings of mine, curse for me, Revealing the mystery, the heart of me,  Reviving my soul, the hurt one,  Grinding the time, with the heart won, Explanation of sorrow, cannot be done,  I am a way way away from the being I have come,  There is a mystery of nature, that's never to reveal,  Unless you realize what could be, Thin hairs, soft flesh,  Murmuring eyes, small bubbles,  Fine ear-brows, pink lips,  What a baby more than this, could be, Broken words straightens the mind needles,  Pain it is, bearing all,  First time, ever, saw blood,  What a sighing moment was at all.....

At the age of one month, I was  fed on her milk,  Still unknown from the warmth body of her, She is here, for me, every time,  When I cry, she take me in her hands,  Her hands were soothing, sleepy i feel, I fell asleep, she keeps on staring, Don't know who was she, as my mother had died,  But her love for me, was more than my mother, I found my dad, crying so hard,  He was hitting his head with the wall,  Oceans of tears, shed from his heart,  That lady was my grandmother, who left us apart....

Starting my life with the narrow eyes, Eyes were open & i was crying,  I can't speak but cried a lot,  That was the time when i was born.... It was the time which was truly blessed,  Everyone was happy, with heart unrest, My mom was in the critical stage,  Her life, on my sake, was at stake..... No one knows what to do, Cry for her health, or celebrate my birth,  Asking the doctor, how could she be,  He said i am sorry i have nothing to do.... In that time, i was insane,  I've came to the planet that's a total change,  I don't know that time, what i have lost,  This was the time when my heart was crossed..... A time has passed, a long ago, When i was born, at the sake of her life,  She gave me birth, but she died,  That's my mom, a long ago.......